2026-07-31

July Down and Take Your Movie Medicine

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I think it's time again to swap out my favorite four over on Letterboxd. This is what it's been for the last several months:


You can click that image to see what new four I've replaced them with.

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Disclosure Day (2026)

This is just going to be a spoiler-filled litany of things that disappoint and annoy me about Disclosure Day. Which is disappointing and annoying because I anticipated liking it a lot more. Emily Blunt and Josh O'Connor were great. No complaints about Eve Hewson. What movie isn't made better by adding Colin Firth or Colson Domingo? And while most of my complaints are with the script, I still have high regard for David Koepp. Just last year he gave us Presense and Black Bag, but if nothing else he wrote Jurassic Park. Anyway. Here we go.

• Why are these aliens so bad at driving? Are they where we got our own self-driving tech from? Because that would explain a lot.

• Is this just supposed to be a more artistically sound version of Independence Day?

• I know the animals are "actually" aliens, but that doesn't excuse how awful they look. They don't look like animals that are off because they're actually aliens. They look like animals that are off because they're cgi.

• Why did the aliens only pick two people? They don't seem to be doing anything to keep them alive and, what with the introduction of self-driving cars, they could be run over in an intersection at any moment.

• Why does she start speaking Russian? There seems to be no reason for it other than to let us know that Something's Different.

(Really, this script comes off like an early draft packed full of possible ideas rather than a final draft that is tight and coherent and knows what it's about. For instance....)

• Other than it's kinda cool to look at, what's the reason for building the childhood home?

• Other than the opportunity to get some god talk into the movie, what's the point of the nuns?

• Other than preventing the bad guys from winning early, why hadn't they already done their instabackgroundcheck on the girlfriend or their instazoomin on the other WARDEX runaways?

• The camera draws too much attention to itself. Spielberg's never been above cool swoops and stuff but they usually fit the story so well you might not notice on the first viewing. But this camera's making choices like a film students afraid they might not get another shot so let's throw it in.

• And much of the film feels in-computer although surely it's in-camera? Please tell me they didn't use cg origami cardinals. Please tell me they didn't use cg little girl legs. Please.

• And the flashback was filmed to look . . . like AI slop? Why?

• But speaking of, although the film makes a couple (lazy) nodding references to AI and deepfakery and such, this is 2026. We're supposed to believe the whole world's just accepting this drop? Because they're not going to.

• I don't believe it myself. Most of the old footage (especially the oldest) didn't look like old footage. It looked fake. Which it is. But even in the world of the movie, I can't believe it even though all the characters are telling me I must. I did try. I could not.

• And how about bringing back the hoary old cliche about everyone watching the local news in order to bring about a film's climax? This was old and dumb when Elf used it (I hope as a joke?) and even with the BBC picking it up, I don't buy people's a) credulty or b) just watching the story rather than immediately remixing it to their own gain. This is a '70s filmmaker's fantasy where he gets the floor and we all take it in, end of story.

• And about WWIII. It's never really explained what's going on or why people are so panicked (I do not believe Koepp or Spielberg or anyone else took the time to figure it out), other than North Korea is involved somehow. North Korea alone doth not a WWIII make.

Sigh.

I really wanted to like this movie.

I think I saw a bunch of references to Close Encounters which I've never watched because I feared having exactly this kind of experience. Maybe it's time to give it a shot. I can't be more disappointed and maybe it'll get the taste out of my mouth.

Oh. Most of the action was cool. And the body-swapping thing. That was pretty cool, too. Good job, team.


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Toy Story 3 (2010)

Although I know about the escape hatch, their nearest miss is still effective. And it's power on initial watch still holds pwoer over me, such that I forgot that my true weeping would have to wait for the final scene.

I really like Toy Story 4 but this is still the proper end of the series. This is where it should have ended.

(It is kinda wild that mildly homophoia-adjacent humor made it into this movie. Times change quicker than you think.)


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Toy Story 4 (2019)

Is it great? Yes. But it's still superfluous.

But, in a way, seeing Woody graduate to his own version of adulthood is kinda beautiful.

But speaking of superfluous, having rewatched the movie I'm even less able to believe that Woody's reappearance in 5 will be justifiable.

Anyway, that's four Toy Storys in four days. What shall we do next?


THEATER
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Toy Story 5 (2026)

We did it! 5 Toy Storys in 5 days!

Once again (ala 4), this movie was unnecessary, given the correct end of the series with 3, but (again ala 4) it was excellent and exceeded my expectations.

It gave us an opportunity to talk about friends and onlineness and devices and such with our 9yrold which was positive, and it created a useful distinction between games and play, which I imagine will also help parents trying to have conversations with their kids, as well.

But this isn't just an educational experience. Neither is it mere fan service. We barely see Bo (after falling in lover with her in 4), I'm not sure Ducky and Bunny even spoke, Buttercup was essentially MIA, etc etc. While there are callbacks and such, this movie is satisfied being its own thing. Which is something funny and moving as a Toy Story should be.

Two spoilery final comments:

1) the Buzzes should each have assigned themselves to lonely kids

2) Lady Steed thought Emily's daughter was dead; I think she buried that stuff herself; I've won her over to my way of thinking, but where do you stand?


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Young Washington (2026)

I'm surprised at the lackluster reviews this film is getting. I'd agree the edit could be tighter and that a couple themes are pushed a bit too hard, leading them near justsoing and moralizing, but overall, it's a success.

I don't know enough about this era to know how factual it is (Christopher Gist actually died of smallpox far from the Ohio, for instance, and the Frisks maybe didn't exist? I'll tell you what, though, that little pow-wow at the end had damn well better have happened or my opinion of this movie will drop severely when I discover the film was all a mere lie done in service of our civic religion), but Washington's failures and resilience are well captures. And it shows how someone eager to be accepted as British and demonstrate his loyalty could also be becoming a man who would lead the rebellions decades later.

For a small (mid?) budget film, this looks great. Some of the sets are digital mattes, but they work. My wife suspects they only had two horses, which made sense when she said it, but I didn't think it mid-film.

The Englishman playing Washington does well and is apparently really tall. Some Jacob Elordi vibes, he's got going on.

The film makes some effort to at least acknowledge certain ambiguities in the tale (by which I largely mean slavery and indigenous claims ) but Washington still comes off better in those regards than he probably deserves.

Anyway, imperfect, but it's in theaters for the Fourth and honestly you haven't got a better option if you want to watch something vaguely patriotic.


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Bill & Ted's Excellent Adventure (1989)

So cool to see this on the big screen. We went with our son who went as Bill last Halloween and our daughter (of whom the boys have been saying it's time to show her Bill & Ted) and her same-age cousin who also had never seen it.

We all loved it.

Is it a dumb movie? Sure. But it's honest and filled with conviction. And it embodies a kind of teenage logic (compressed timeframe with faith that everything will work out) that is just as worthy of narrative art as anything else.

Anyway, we had a great time.


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Spy Game (2001)

So much more interesting than I had anticipated, with multiple timelines coming together and moral development where the answer to every question had been one of moral disappointment. Lots to keep track of, but the edit keeps thing clear. Solid, intelligent filmmaking, with movie stars nailing being movie stars.






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Bill & Ted's Bogus Journey (1991)

Some thoughts.

• Although this movie really wants to make station happen, it doesn't. However, I can say as a kid from 1991, that you could tell who had just come back from the theater because what the movie did make happen was non-non-non-heinous (and others, but especially that one; I haven't heard it's like until this summer when I've heard 13yrold girls en masse saying nononononodontDOthat!. (Of course, they haven't seen the movie—just the memes.)

• The effects have aged but they are still awesome. But the sets are great—that pink Caligari set will never age.

• The sound design is most excellent.

• The final act isn't as bad as I've sometimes said, but it does need a much, much tighter edit. That's what keeps it from being perfect.

• Death is one of the great creations of film.

• But the princesses are nothing. This is probably the biggest failing of this film. Were they better developed, I have to believe that would have led to other solutions.

• The KISS-performed anthem at the end is indeed the best song in either movie.


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Shall We Dance? (1996)

Having learned that Miramax cut out 18 minutes of this which has only been restored for Americans last year, made me hesitant to watch this, but it's film group tonight and there was no time to get the new version, so here we go.

We first/last saw this circa 2001, the same time we last/first saw Strictly Ballroom, and I had added some elements together and divided—maybe not by two, but still.

Anyway, I really hope the missing eighteen minutes give the wife some more time (and maybe explain this mysterious father character?), but even missing that time (and apprently being less Japanese for it), the movie is funny and charming and pleasant. It's remarkable to me it's become such a classic, but I certainly did have a good time and sorta kinda wanted to take dance lessons afterwards (but I know better); I can see it being a comfortwatch, but I'm not sure I'll visit it again myself. Certainly not until I get my hands on those additional eighteen minutes!


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Born Yesterday (1950)

Second watch this year. Completely agree with myself: it's wonderful.

The style is old. Lots of medium length oners with great bloking and lots of characters. Some scenes seem lifted directly from the stageplay but the movie as a whole it nearly impossible to imagine on stage. Judy Holliday is terrific.

Watch it next July if you missed it this July. Trust me.


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The Wizard of Oz (1939)

The Wizard of Oz came on tv every years growing up, so it's one of those movies that, for me, is a core childhood experience. But the last time I watched it was c. 2005 when my c. 3yrold freaked out over the Tin Man. We did not finish the movie and we have not watched it since. Our youngest is now nine and she'd been wanting to see it and we'd been wanting to show her and she liked it (she thinks be may want to be Dorothy of Halloween now, rather than Sally).

It's amazing to me both how well it holds up and how aged it is. For instance, the effects are still very cool. It's astonishing how perfectly they move from sepia-tinted film to in-camera sepia on color film. Even looking for it, I couldn't distinguish the change. Most of the songs are absolute bangers—really, all of them, excepting some of their introductions. But the timing is so different from a modern movie. Not that that's a crime, but showing it to kids is great because a) it's so accessibled and b) that makes is a good introduction to how older films behave.

Dorothy's trio of companions are terrific. I felt, watching it this time, that the Scarecrow and the Tin Man must have had silent-movie comedy experience. They both have terrific physical chops and the Tin Man emotes like the Little Tramp. Let's go to IMBd and find out!

(pause for research)

Scarecrow: exactly one silent credit a decade before the rest of his career. But he did have experience in vaudeville

Tin Man: no silent experience but, again: vaudeville

Lion: Like the other two, his career began right after the silent era—but! vaudeville

I couldn't decide if Judy Garland was the right age. A lot of the early dialogue makes her sound subten. But even when her business makes her seem young, her singing voice bears little resemblance to a child. She wasn't 17 when they made it, but....

Well, who am I to argue with history. And I agree with history—she's great. Maybe I just would have tweaked some of the Kansas dialogue. (I also would have tweaked the heavyhanded all-a-dream stuff to, but ah well.)

One thing that startled me was that there are more references to this movie in "Death to the Tin Man," a favorite of mine that I have probably shown to over a thousand high-school students. When Paul goes powermad, his speech is hearkening back to the Lion imagining himself king of the forest.

#itsalltotosfault


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The One and Only, Genuine, Original Family Band (1968)

The climax of this film is the election between Cleveland and Harrison (the first one) in which the Electoral College robs the popular vote. This scene has always stuck with me. This deeply undemocratic flaw in our democracy was unveiled and I never forgot it, even after I forgot everything else about the movie. I had no idea what movie it even was—or that we owned the dvd thanks to some friends leaving town and giving us theirs. I had no idea that The One and Only, Genuine, Original Family Band was this movie that has haunted me my entire American life. Not until I watched this video earlier this year.

The 9yrold and I watched it on the train and we had to pause a couple times to explain political parties and such details (she needs some civics education!), but boy oh boy was there lots more going through my mind! For instance, this manifestdestiny songanddance about the Dakotas—what happened to the Indians? From that video I linked to, you'll see that the real family weren't wealthy but lived in a crappy sod house through Dakota winters. That was on my mind as they were packing up to leave. And of course all the political hatred manifest feels a little too 2026. This isn't a great movie but neither is it something that can be shrugged off as a thing in the past.

Some other things haven't aged great. The forced lapsitting at the end. The camera's unflinching interest in what's going on under women's skirts. Boys with terrible blond haircuts (see also: Bedknobs and Broomsticks, The Apple Dumpling Gang). I didn't really like the songs, to be honest. I'm not surprised I forgot the rest of the movie. (Even Leslie Ann Warren who offers a much more innocent [but equally potent] sexiness that we all remember from Clue, as I was young. So young.) But that deep dissapointment in the one-person–one-vote bedrock of democratic ideals remains with me today.


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Following (1998)

Incredible debut. Most of the way through I was wondering if Nolan wrote his favorite movie time-scrambled or if he found this in the edit. By the end I knew it was certainlty planned (though perhaps not to the detail?). Most of the way through I was seeing this as a rough draft for his more formally inventive follow-up, Memento, but by the end I realized it was very much its own thing with a distinct reason for being scrambled as it was.

And, here's the thing, it's really good. Whoever at the San Francisco Examiner wrote "Nolan is a talent who bears watching" [citation: back of dvd case] was dead-on. He certainly has been.

I've now seen all his features save Odyssey and Tenet. Looking forward to completing the set.

Have the four lead actors become part of Nolan's regular company? Well, the protagonist (who sounds a bit like Alan Rickman) and the woman have had a few bit roles between them. The other male lead (who looks kinda like Ben Affleck and sounds kinda like Corey Elwes) has never made another single movie. Not before not after not ever. The fourth lead (based on the credits, I think reflecting the fact that he had any lines is probably (?) the best known of the four and has had some slightly more substantial but still slight roles in later Nolan films.


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The Odyssey (2026)

First, let's get this out of the way: I loved it. Found it absolutely incredible. Probably Nolan's best movie. With a quick moment of thought, I guess this is how I would now rank them (noting that I left off Tenet because I haven't seen it and Insomnia because I have no memory of it other than it's in Alaska, right?):

The Odyssey
Dunkirk
The Dark Knight
Oppenheimer
Batman Begins
Intersellar
Following
Memento
The Prestige
Inception
The Dark Knight Rises

Anyway, I know some people are still scoffing at Matt Damon as Odysseus, but...how? He was excellent. And some people have spent twenty years scoffing at Anne Hathaway but it's time for those people to just shut out. Tom Holland was fine. Come on. And John Leguizamo was incredible.

Nolan is scrambling timelines as he is wont to do, but it feels so natural and sensible and correct that its not drawing any attention to itself.

The sound mix still doesn't always remember to prioritize dialogue but it matters less here than in say, Oppenheimer, and it's less frequently a problem to boot.

The story grapples honestly with ancient religion in a way I can only compare to The Northman, which I respect, and the fact that people want to fight against this movie because it promotes xenia says a lot more about them than about the movie or Nolan or today or the ancients.

I'm not really speaking coherently, but I'm glad we went to see it rather than waiting for weeks to get a decent ticket at the Metreon. It was my first time in the Dolby Cinema theater at AMC Bay Street and I thought it was an excellent theater. That we managed to see it for less than we should have because AMC's black tickets didn't function is the good version of using a special ticket at AMC. (The other version is it doesn't work and you give up and pay full price. I think exactly once I've brought a gift ticket and had it work properly.)

This is myth as myth for us. A very rare thing indeed.


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Rushmore (1998)

Son #2 wants to work his way through Wes Anderson's oeuvre. It's been slow-going but tonight we hit film #2, one of my favorites. (Lady Steed declared afterwards that it's her least favorite. Well. Opposites attract, I suppose.)

This is probably the least "realistic" of Anderson's films, but it's also beautiful for just some of those reasons. Something that kind of hits both those elements is how Margaret Yang, for all we can tell, flew in on a model plane and then flew out on a model plane.

Something I cannot understand is how it is not generally recognized that Wes Anderson and Taika Waititi and the Hesses are all in the same school of comedy. How is this not obvious to everyone? (I feel a need to say this because never before had I noticed how similar, in details, this movie, specifically, is to Napoleon Dynamite.) (ps: did you see my recent essay on nd?) (Unrelated, but I also noticed for the first time that Max's extention at both schools in 23.)

Anyway, the film brings me joy and makes me cry and is wonderful to look at. What more can you ask for from a film?


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Kajillionaire (2020)

This is my first time watching one of Miranda July's (only three???) features, although I've shown "Are You the Favorite Person of Anybody?" to hundreds (possibly a thousand) students. So I'm overdue!

Anyway, I loved it. It was weird, sure, but it was always human. Or, more accurately, Evan Rachel Wood (doing an excellent Crispin Glover) and Gina Rodriguez are both fully human (if coming at it from opposite sides) while Richard Jenkins and Debra Winger stand as useful contrast.

But what I love (and, indeed, expected to love) about Kajillionaire is the strange lens on life July gives us. It feels visiting Wonderland without leaving L.A. And that's exactly what I wanted.


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The Black Swan (2010)

I asked Lady Steed what she thought of it halfway through the credits and she said she was satisifed because it was "all the things it was advertized to be." It was that. And a perfect sort of thing to get its lead an Oscar.

But there's an irony here. The lesson the ballet director keeps trying to give Natalie Portman's character all the way through the film is that she needs to let go of being perfect, that she needs to allow chaos into her performance. She cannot actually achieve perfection without letting go.

But if you were to ask the platonic screenwriter to write something about art and madness, the first thing he would ask is if he can include death. You of course will say yes. Then he'll give you The Black Swan. Because this film is exactly what you would expect the platonic screenwriter to give you when you ask for art and madness, death allowed. Even with a handful of jumpscares, did this film offer any actual surprises? I think not.

So yeah, it was good, perfect even—but that's all it is.

(Obviously, I still need to see The Red Shoes, but, to date, the best ballet movie I have seen, still, even having seen The Black Swan, is The Company.

two postscripts: 1) neither the body horror nor the sex was as egregious as expected 2) one advantage to a film like this is unless you really screw it up the music will be awesome


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Me and You and Everyone We Know (2005)

Kajillionaire was better, more assured (and only her The Future left to go!), but this is a strong debut. It combines kids and sex in uncomfortable ways (not sure you'd get even this level of funding today) but July's funky aesthetic works from go. It feels very one-year-after-Napoleon-Dynamite-at-Sundance with a Rubin and Ed soundscape.

In short, this is a movie about lonely people. And a pretty good one. But not one I think I'll revisit.

Special shoutouts to John Hawkes who's been in tons of stuff including several I've seen but has now become someone I'll be watching for and Carlie Westerman who apparently retired from acting when she was like fifteen. You go, girl.




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2026-07-30

Update on HONEYMOON IN COPPER
Making progress in fits and bursts

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When I last talked about my novel, I was soliciting funds for the Mormon Lit Lab’s Book Mentoring Program. I was planning to use some of their money to drive to San Diego where I was to stay in a friend’s in-law unit and work twelve hour days getting the second draft done and shoving the entire novel into my head so I could see what further changes would be required.

Unfortunately, I never made it to San Diego. Instead, I went to Idaho for a funeral. I had hoped to make it to San Diego later in the summer, but the arrangement of space availability and me availability never realigned.

So it goes.

Getting writing done in the summer is always challenging for me. No set schedule, a desire to spend this extra time with family, etc etc, all conspire to make it impossible. But the last couple weeks I’ve gone to the GTU library several days and put in a bunch of hours and, I’m happy to say, I’ve finished that second draft and I sorta kinda have the book in my head.

[Blue is my daily goal. Green is novel work. I give myself 100 words for every page of editing accomplished.

There may never be another properly numbered “draft,” but I still need to finetune some backstory, finalize the respective heights of my leads, and a dozen other things. Pretty soon it’ll be ready to share with my first reader. If I can keep conquering summer.


2026-07-22

Top Five X of 2001–2025: Superheros

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One of the reasons I started this list is because of Unbreakable, so to discover late in the process that it came out in…2000 was heartbreaking.

So it goes.

But that opens up space in the top five for someone new.

But what counts? Bond/Hunt/Bourne have skills just as superheroey as, say, Batman, just sans cape. What about kung-fu and wuxia movies? So superheroey. What about Scott Pilgrim vs the World?

I decided none of those were options for this list (not that I would have picked a Bond film); in short, I didn’t want to spend time writing an unassailable definition of “superhero” movie, so I largely just went by Do We Talk About It as a Superhero Movie? Even that left some uncertainties. Joker didn’t make the cut, for instance—I just don’t think it’s a superhero movie. Perhaps I’m wrong. You can go to my Letterboxd to see if I haven’t seen a movie (eg Brightburn), but you may not be able to tell if it just didn’t quite count definitionally (eg Pacific Rim), didn’t quite make it into the top five (eg Captain Marvel), or I straight-up didn’t like it (eg Spider-Man: No Way Home).

We’ll get to the overall top five in a minute but first let us recognize that the last quarter-century has been, bar none, the best-ever quarter-century for superhero movies. Tons of volume which means plenty of good ones snuck through.

Therefore, let us first mark three additional top fives for Marvel, DC, and non-marvel/dc movies (ignoring for now any films that made my overall top five), if for no other reason than to recognize the cultural relevancy achieved this century by superhero cinema.

(Although we are still waiting for a worthy [or any] Flaming Carrot or Madman movie.)

Links on numbers go to JustWatch; links on titles go to Wikipedia. 1 = Thutopia; 3 = Thubstack. But you’ll notice most of these watched occurred before the mid-2021 founding of Thubstack.

 

MARVEL

This was the most challenging section of this post as there are so many Marvel movies and quite a few of them hover around the same level of good. (And many of them share the same flaw[s]: uninteresting villain or weak final act.) I see fifteen movies that reasonable could have made this list (and may well have on a different day). Fifteen is triple what I’ve included. I honestly do not know if I have chosen correctly. I’m very torn. Your corrections welcome.

#1: Spider-Man 2 (2004) 1
#2: The Avengers (2012) 1, 1, 1
#3: Black Panther (2018) 1, 1
#4: Guardians of the Galaxy (2014) 1, 1
#5: Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017) 1, 1

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DC

This bunch includes undoubtedly my most controversial choice. I haven’t seen it since it came out but, brace yourself, I thought it made some excellent decisions. One key one better than the book, even.

#1: Wonder Woman (2017) 1, 1
#2: Batman Begins (2005) 1
#3: The Batman (2022) 1, 2, 1, 2
#4: The LEGO Batman Movie (2017) 1, 1
#5: Watchmen (2009)

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NON-MARVEL/DC

This group wasn’t as strong as I anticipated. It was less about what to leave out and more about what to put in. We could do better!

#1: Captain Underpants: The First Epic Movie (2017) 1
#2: Chronicle (2012) 1
#3: Incredibles 2 (2018) 1
#4: Fast Color (2018) 1
#5: Midnight Special (2016) 1

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OVERALL TOP FIVE SUPERHERO MOVIES OF 2001–2025

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#5: Thor: Ragnarok (2017) 1, 1, 1

No other superhero movie this century has brought the joy like Ragnarok (although one wonders, if Edgar Wright had been allowed to finish Ant-Man, it would have matched these heights; it came close as is). Plenty of humor, kickin’ needledrops, amazing visuals, true emotions. Honestly, if this were the best superhero movie of the twenty-first century, we’d still be doing just fine.

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#4: Logan (2017) 1

I have seen very few of the X-Men movies (I think just the first two and this one) but Logan is incredible. It proudly displays its debt to Shane and it does Shane proud. Reasonable people can disagree about which is the better movie. Details of its near-future world come to me frequently and its violent meditation on aging and mortality and what we give coming generations is genuinely moving.

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#3: Spider-Man: Into the Spider-Verse (2018) 1, 1

One of a handful of animated movies ever to shake up the medium and force everyone to realize that more is possible. That enough makes it important. but few movies ever made have the power to put the feeling of becoming a superhero directly into your veins like this one. We are Miles Morales. My only regret is not seeing this movie when I was fourteen.

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#2: The Dark Knight (2008) 1

One of Christopher Nolan’s projects seems to be exploring the potential for goodness within humanity. Which is an astonishing thing to say about the movie that gave us the most terrifyingly evil villain in movie-superhero history. The superhero genre is about giving us extremes in order to consider questions of moral importance. At least, that’s floating along under the surface somewhere. But it works best when the hero is compromised and the villain has the momentum. No movie dives deeper into ethical ambiguity or provides as hopeful a solution as The Dark Knight.

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#1: Incredibles (2004) 1, 1

It’s the best one. Every team movie is about family. This one is a family. Every superhero has something to prove. This one features that need from past, present, and future perspectives. Every superhero needs thrilling action and real stakes. They also require a full grounding in the mundane so we believe. The Incredibles is the bar all others strive for. It’s the best one. It just is.


2026-07-19

Your assignment, should you chose to accept it
(the coming-unto-christ svithe)

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I was asked to speak on what it means to come unto Christ. I asked for the topic a couple months ago but the chaos of late means I didn't get it written until this week. I suspect it's a little long so I'll likely have to do some editing on the fly. But hey—what's all we can do, again?

Often, we interpret the invitation to “come unto Christ” as a direction to “be like Christ.” But so much of what Christ did, we cannot do. And even if we could, he already did it for us. Consider what Christ did in the Garden of Gethsemane: In some way untethered to human time, he stepped out of his own life and experienced each of ours. Not so he could judge us but so he could understand us and comfort us and atone for us. Somehow, that evening, he lived my life and your life and everyone’s life, then came back to his own, prepared to do his impossible task.

None of us can do that. Nor do we need to. Christ did it for us.

So what do we need to do? How do we come unto Christ?

Let’s dance through the scriptures for a moment.

Amaleki, the final writer in the Small Plates, tells us that we “should come unto Christ…and partake of his salvation, and the power of his redemption. Yea, come unto him, and offer your whole souls as an offering unto him…and, as the Lord liveth, ye will be saved.”

I like this idea that coming unto Christ is kinda the same thing as being saved.

Moroni, the final writer in the Book of Mormon, tells us to come “unto Christ, and be perfected in him…and love God with all [our] might, mind and strength, [because] then [will] his grace [be] sufficient… [and we] may be perfect in Christ.”

That being-perfect thing reminds me of Jesus’s commandment, the crazy one, that we be perfect. That’s a heavy instruction. I started this talk by saying Jesus does things we can’t be expected to do and now he himself tells us to be perfect? Coming unto Christ means being perfect first??

No. No, no, no.

That is not what Moroni said. We come unto Christ. Then we’re perfected in him. Because his grace will be sufficient to make us perfect.

Okay. We’re getting somewhere.

Now, here in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, the most famous bonmot on grace has to be Nephi’s: “We labor diligently…to persuade our children…to believe in Christ, and to be reconciled to God; for”—here it comes—“we know that it is by grace that we are saved, after all we can do.”

Now, most of my life I’ve tended to think this means that we’re saved by grace after getting ourselves as close to perfect as possible

Is that correct?

Well, let’s continue our dance across the scriptures.

Our first stop is Anti-Nephi-Lehi, the brother of Lamoni and the inheritor of their father the king’s responsibilities.

The Lamanites have split into two groups. Anti-Nephi-Lehi leads those who have been converted to the gospel of Jesus Christ. Those who have not been converted are filled with rage at what they see as a betrayal of their traditions and they have taken up weapons and are marching forward to destroy these converts.

Anti-Nephi-Lehi is their king. His people are filled with faith. But they fear for their lives. And the lives of their families and friends.

What would you say?

This is what Anti-Nephi-Lehi said:

“I thank my God, my beloved people, that our great God has in goodness sent these our brethren…to preach unto us…. And…I thank my great God that he has given us a portion of his Spirit to soften our hearts…. And I also thank my God, yea, my great God, that he hath granted unto us that we might repent of these things, and also that he hath forgiven us…and taken away the guilt from our hearts, through the merits of his Son….

“Now behold, my brethren, since it has been all that we could do—”

Let me interrupt Anti-Nephi-Lehi here to point out that we were just wondering what it means that “it is by grace…we are saved, after all we can do” and now this good man is about to tell us exactly what “all we can do” is. Let’s let him do it.

“Now behold,” he was saying, “it has been all that we could do…to repent of…our sins…and to get God to take them away from our hearts…it was all we could do to repent sufficiently before God that he would take away our stain—

“[And now]…my best beloved…since God hath taken away our stains, and our swords have become bright, then let us stain our swords no more….

“The great God has had mercy on us, and made these things known unto us…because he loves our souls…. In his mercy he doth visit us by his angels, that the plan of salvation might be made known unto us as well as unto future generations. Oh, how merciful is our God!”

In this moment, the people of Anti-Nephi-Lehi attain a sort of perfection unique in the Book of Mormon. They lay down their evil tools, their swords and their cimeters, and rather than staining those tools with the blood of their fellow children of God, they allow themselves to be slain. This is a remarkable choice. No one else in the Book of Mormon has such courage. And their courage changes the hearts of their enemies. Their courage brings many of those enemies, too, unto Christ.

So. According to Anti-Nephi-Lehi, what is “all we can do”? We can repent.

That doesn’t seem like much.

That doesn’t seem like very far on the road to perfection.

But remember what Moroni said: it’s by coming unto Christ that, in him, we are perfected. All we can do is repent—and then we are saved by his grace.

Paul taught that “We can do nothing against the truth, but for the truth.” And the truth of Christ is that he was born, he lived, he died, and he lived again—all for us.

Ammon was one of the missionaries who brought so many Lamanites, including Anti-Nephi-Lehi, to Christ. Reflecting on that great labor, he said, “Let us glory…in the Lord.

“Yea, we will rejoice, for our joy is full…we will praise our God forever…. Who can glory too much in the Lord?... Who can say too much of his great power, and of his mercy…?

“Who could have supposed that our God would have been so merciful as to have snatched us from our awful, sinful, and polluted state?

“[But] he that repents and exercises faith, and brings forth good works, and prays continually without ceasing—unto such…it shall be given…to bring thousands of souls to repentance, even as it has been given unto us to bring these our brethren to repentance.”

In Lehi’s dream, when he saw the Tree of Life, his first thought was to share it. So it was with Ammon and his fellow missionaries. So it was with Lamoni and his fellow Lamanite converts.

Joseph Smith tells us that missionary work “should…be attended to with great earnestness.” Even when we feel like our actions are small and insignificant, we should not “count them as small things; for there is much which [lies in the future]…which depends upon these [small] things.

“You know,” Brother Joseph said, “a very large ship is benefited very much by a very small helm in the time of a storm, by being kept workways with the wind and the waves. Therefore…let us cheerfully do all things [all things!] that lie in our power; and then may we stand still, with the utmost assurance, to see the salvation of God, and for his arm to be revealed.”

Our little things are little. But they are enough.

With Christ, they are enough.

Jesus teaches us that if we “have not faith, hope, and charity, [we] can do nothing.”

So we come unto Christ by repentance—it’s the only thing we can do. He gives us faith, hope, and charity. And then—we can do things. Which only means little, small things. All we can do.

Last month, on the way to my uncle’s funeral in Idaho, my parents, sister, and I went to church in Beaver, Utah. There were two youth speakers who talked about girls camp, then the first adult speaker opened with this observation:

No one will remember this talk.

No one will remember any talk they hear.

My mother and father and sister later insisted they remember lots and lots of sacrament-meeting talks. Maybe they do. I kinda doubt it, but maybe.

Regardless, giving a talk? It’s a pretty small thing. I’m taking up ten minutes of your time. Probably you will have forgotten this talk before Sunday School’s over. But, today, it’s what I can do. That and repent, I suppose.

Jesus taught we can do nothing without faith, hope, and charity.

Not even repent?

Paul explained that even if we have “the gift of prophecy, and [understand] all mysteries, and [have] all knowledge,” without “charity, [we are] nothing.” Yes, he said, “faith, hope, charity,” all great, “but the greatest…is charity.”

Jesus is clear that he always has his arms open to us. The only thing keeping us from his grasp is our own selves. Which is all sin is: Rejecting Christ’s grace. And this is all repentance is: Accepting Christ’s grace. Repentance is accepting as real the relationship we have with Jesus Christ—the relationship he never stops believing in.

Perhaps that is why the greatest of these is charity. Because if all we can do is repent, and if all repentance is is accepting the Savior’s love, then perhaps all we can do is have charity for ourselves. Perhaps that is all repentance is: Learning to love ourselves. Just as Christ does.

My most profound spiritual experiences have been about just that—recognizing that I am loved.

I was at the end of my mission, sitting on an airplane. It was too late to do anything better than I had already done. I worried that I hadn’t been as good a missionary as I should have been.

Then the Lord told me to stop comparing myself to other people. He had called me to be a missionary. And I, me, as myself, had been a missionary. It may have been a small thing, but it was enough. And I repented. I chose to love myself and my service. I accepted myself as Christ accepted me.

This is all any of us is asked to do.

Think about your current responsibilities—family, calling, whatever. What you do may not be large in the scope of world history. But “a very large ship is benefited very much by a very small helm….being kept workways with the wind and the waves. Therefore…let us cheerfully do all things [all things!] that lie in our power; and then may we stand still, with the utmost assurance, to see the salvation of God, and for his arm to be revealed.”

Our little things are little. Our small things are small. But they are enough.

All we can do is enough.

And all we can do is repent.

And all repentance is is allowing Christ to love us—to feel his charity for us.

We can do that.

We can do that.

We can allow our Savior to love us.

We can have charity, as he does, for ourselves.

From there, we can learn to feel charity for all.

By small and simple things are great things brought to pass”—including the salvation and perfection, of our own souls.

In the name of Jesus Christ, amen.


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2026-07-13

Fifty-three days and only nine books
(American literacy truly is in decline)

Man alive. Reading Moby Dick is really slowing my ability to finish other books. I am enjoying it, but tell you what—I'll be glad when it's done.

Kind of blown away I've been building this set since June. Get reading, Theric!

Incidentally, my essay on Napoleon Dynamite just helped launch Waypoints, a new pop-culture site. Check it out! 

035) Okchundang Candy by Jung-soon Go and translated by Airin Park, finished May 22

Why are there so few picture books for adults?

My guess is economics. Adults don't reread like kids do and so the dollars spent on a picture book divided by the number of minutes spent with it just doesn't make sense.

This book is much longer than a kids picture book (the library put it in Juvenile Graphic Novels) and might appeal to kids, but even with its juvenile p-o-v (sorta; it's an unseen adult remembering) I feel that this story about her grandparents' love and how it navigated lung cancer and widowhood is inherently adult.

It's a lovely and moving book.


(Yes it's a library book and yes this is 2026 but it didn't feel like cheating because I'm not the one who checked it out and it didn't take that long to read.)

one sit before and one sit after dinner 

036) The Lost Gate by Orson Scott Card, finished May 27

I actually picked up this book with the intention to get rid of it. I'm a fan of Card's and I do want to finish reading all his early work but this last YA novel didn't hold much interest. Out of respect, I decided to read the first couple paragraphs, however, and here we are.

In the afterword, Card says he's been developing this world and its magic system since 1977. And no question this is one of my favorite magic systems I've ever read. He also, in the afterword, says that he finished this novel by cranking out a chapter a day and getting it to his publisher after the deadline. This may show.

I don't like a lot of of things about this book. It seems to be trying to fit in aberrant sex with the subtlety of a 14yrold writing sex for the first time. It's weird and gross and off. It doesn't work. And all the characters under the age of twenty-five talk like . . . well, not like humans circa 2010, I can tell you that. It's crazy because writing about precocious kids is Card's wheelhouse and these kids aren't real.

But the plot and story are excellent. I'm tempted to read more of the series simply because those aspects are so strong. But that's exactly what one could get from a Wikipedia summary. But as the characters age, they should become more realistic. But, having read a lot of Card, I think I already know how a lot of their characters will develop and related to each other as time goes on.

So in the end, a bit of a mixed bag. I would say I wish he had more time to refine the novel (I feel he could have), but I'm told he recently said in an interview that, since the death of his son, he hasn't been able to tell if his work is good. So maybe not.

(It's a biographical detail imbued with pathos, regardless of this book's quality.)

I understand why people like this novel but in the end, I think it gets a soft thumbs down from me. There are many better Card books. Save this for when you're hungry for second-tier work.

One other quick observation: this book is unfilmable. A new kind of narrative artform demands invention before this book can be adapted to something involving actors. Something deeper and more internal than "virtual reality"; something that can affect your proprioception the way films affect your retina.

perhaps a month 

037) Bad Kitty Goes on Vacation by Nick Bruel, finished June 1

The Bad Kitty books are great. But me, a fuddyduddy, does not prefer them colorized.

a june first 

038) Backward by Ben Abbott, finished June 10

Read or performed, Ben's work is great. This is his final thesis for his MFA and it's terrific. A man relives each day of his life in backwards order then relives them once again—once more forward. I love playing with time. Some of my favorites of life being scrambled include one of the stories in Hyperion and the novels Replay and The Time Traveler's Wife, but Ben's found something new and it's wonderful.

It's a one-man show and I'd love to know how it turned out. It seems like a real challenge for any actor and I'd love to see how it all turned out.

Wonderfully, following the play (because this is a thesis), Ben takes us through the writing process. And I maybe loved that as much as the play (although only the play made me cry). The perfect thing to read, really, before I disappear for a week to rewrite Honeymoon in Copper (this is then world premier of the title—feel special!). Some of the holes in the novel are coming into focus and Ben has pushed me to nail them down. Exciting times!

The play's nominated for an AML Award and you can read it yourself by clicking the title above. I certainly recomment it. 

one long sit 

039) Too Many Cooks by Rex Stout, finished June 12

This is my second Nero Wolfe novel, though I've collected maybe half a dozen since the first.

The structure of this novel was quite different from Fer-de-Lance which made me happy. This was a big more what I expected the first time but, since it wasn't last time, now it wasn't this time. The reveal wasn't until the penultimate chapter in a gather-them-all-in-one-room scene and since Archie's our p-o-v character, I really had no idea what was about to go down. Fun. Less interesting as a mystery, perhaps, as the previous volume, but good.

What was more interesting was how Stout explored racism and misogyny. I know!

Amazingly, this novel not only gets Wolfe out of his apartment but clear down to West Virginia where we encounter some plainfaced Southern racism. Archie's a bit disgusted by it but not because he isn't also racist (though he may dislike d***s more than n*****s) but because it's crass how these white Southerners act. Show some dignity, you crackers.

Anyway, Nero Wolfe does treat the black characters with respect. Partially that's to his own ends, but also, one senses that he means it. That his more worldwide past has led him to a place where he knows better—genuinely knows better—than to judge a man by the color of his skin. He means it.

Yet Nero Wolfe is, simultaneously, the worst misogynist of them all. I suspect his decision to live a life undistracted by such things as romance and wiles was only possible by developing an antipathy for women. Mere disinterest was impossible. Hatred was the only path to safety and he took it.

Mind, most of what I'm saying here is my analysis—it's subtext. But I think I'm right. And it's a richer book for it.

This isn't to say the book as aged brilliantly. But I think it has aged acceptably. 

couple weeks at most 

040) Pickles by Brian Crane, finished July 7
041) Pickles, Too by Brian Crane, finished July 7

Brian Crane is an old friend of my in-laws. We're visiting them now and they have his first two collections, signed, and I picked them up. Good stuff.

two days

042) Lost & Found by Shaun Tan, finished July 13
043) The Arrival by Shaun Tan, finished July 13

Lady Steed insisted she had no idea who Shaun Tan was which seemed insane to me. Who can read The Arrival and ever forget it? But I put some of his books on hold at the library and they came and I couldn't let the opportunity go by without re/reading some myself.


Lost & Found is a collection of three earlier works. They're concerned with some of the same things as The Arrival but they all rely on words which keeps the reader a bit more grounded. The Arrival has words only in an inaccessible tongue. This is part of what makes it perhaps the greatest exploration of the immigrant experience. You the reader will feel as lost and confused as our immigrant protagonist. At the same time, you'll gender a renewed appreciation for the greatness of nations that welcome the tired, the poor, the huddled masses yearning to breathe free, the wretched refuse of other teeming shores, the homeless, the tempest-tost. That act of welcoming such peoples may be the best way to define a nation's greatness.

The Arrival's very much in the tradition of the one-image-a-page artists of a century ago, but his artistry has more options available to it. For instance, pacing, as when he spends a single spread with 60 individually drawn images of clouds, or a spread of 24 images of one plant's entire life cycle to show the passage of time. Truly a masterpiece by a master artist.

I would love someday to go to a Shaun Tan retrospective at a museum (are you listening SFMOMA, Cartoon Art Museum?) and just stand in front of his art at the size he made it and just take it all in.

one evening 

 

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